bye bye 2010

 Bye 2010 about happiness,sadness,big thnks to god coz I'm still alive,and I hope everything will be better in 2011.. moving forward to welcome 2011..and leave all memmories here in 2010................:)

Make the most of now

make the most of now....

life is for 2 seconds

for how long should we wait ?

for how long you won't fall in love ?

i've hidden my soul in your heart

you take care of it now, i've lost my senses

eagerness is for 2 seconds

one small promise that's more truthfull than this life, my beloved.....

we're together in every turn, that's why we live together......

life is for 2 seconds...........

Make the most of now

Take me somewhere.......

Take me somewhere without telling me...

Where you smile, thats where my destination is...

I’ve just tasted the sweet feeling of love

a lump of sugar, has become my life

my shore is where your arms are

come down the road of the heart like small raindrops

my dreams will be soaked

The verse that you hum, that is my tune....

my pet fish

Virtual Pet Fish

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God of Ashh...

                       

   ഹാരം  സര്‍പ്പഹാരം  ചിത്തഭൂ  വിഹാരം

   ഭവം  വേദ  സാരം  സദാ  നിര്‍വികാരം

          സ്മശാനെ  വസന്തം  മനോന്ജം  ദശാന്തം

         ശിവം  ശങ്കരം  സംഭഉ  മേശന വെഥയി......

എഴുത്തിന്റെ ആദ്യാക്ഷരം ....Id is an Ardt

പേരറിയാത്തൊരു നദിയെ പിന്തുടരുന്നത് പോലെയാണ് യാഥാര്‍ത്ഥ്യത്തെ  എഴുത്തുകാരന്‍ അറിയാന്‍ ശ്രമിക്കുനത് ..അസ്വഭാവികമായി നിര്‍മിച്ചെടുത്ത യാദാര്‍ത്ഥ്യം പലപ്പോഴും എഴുത്തിന്റെ ഉള്ളടക്കമായി തീരുന്നു..
(കടപ്പാട് സെന്‍ കവിതകള്‍)
അര്‍ദ്ധബോധ വികാരങ്ങളുടെ ഇരുന്ടതലം പിടിച്ചെടുക്കാനും വിശകലനത്തിന് വഴങ്ങത്തതും തത്സമയം ജനിക്കുനതുമായ ഉല്‍'പ്രേരണകളെ ആഖ്യാനം ചെയ്യാനും ഉള്ള ക്ഷമ  കൈമുതല്‍ വന്നുവോ എന്നറിയില്ലെങ്കിലും ഒരു കാല്‍വയ്പ്പ്‌.... 

യാത്രക്കാരുടെ ശ്രദ്ധയ്ക്ക്

vinnaithandi.....

memmoriesssss......

Hossanna..

Why did you shatter my heart into pieces?

I’ll give you my other heart to break again

That moment.. one evening

The time our eyes met, the time I lost myself

Something happened to me

Touched by the sky, Dad’s chiding words

Vanished with the wind

she just crossed my doorstep

that’s all she did

I’m reeling, I’m falling to pieces

After she left I’m searching for my heart

 I came close to living

I came close to dying too

 cos I’ll say its love

Everybody wanna know I feel like? I feel like

I really wanna be here with you…
It’s not enough to say that we are made for each other,
It’s love that is  true…
be there when you’re callin’ out me name…
feeling like me whole life has changed…
I never wanna be the same…
It’s time we rearrange…
I take a step,
You take a step,
Im here callin out to youu…

Butterflies in my house flutter here and there

In search of flowers

A cloud.. a single cloud moves here and there

To caress me softly drop by drop

Hosanna.. is the butterfly here?

Hosanna.. has the cloud touched you?

You become a shell

I become a child to clasp you in the palm of my hand

Protectively

to shower love on me

to walk along with me

just say okay, that’s enough

Why did you shatter my heart into pieces?

I’ll give you my other heart to break again

Why did you shatter my heart into pieces?

I’ll give you my other heart to break again

Insane

ആത്മ സാഗരത്തിന്‍ ആഴങ്ങളില്‍ നീ ഉപ്പു പോല്‍ ഉല്‍ചേര്‍നിട്ടും.......
 എന്തിനായ് ഒളിക്കുന്നു അന്ധമാം ആഴങ്ങളില്‍.. ......... 
ഓര്‍തിടെണ്ടാതില്ല  ഞാന്‍..... 
ഇനിയീ പ്രപഞ്ചത്തെ...... 
ഈ തുച്ച ജന്മത്തിനെ.......
 നീ തന്നെ എനിക്കുള്ള ജീവനും, പ്രപഞ്ചവും.............!!!!!!!!!  

Cute

Daydreamer

just a click

my shots..

sunday shots

sunday shots

Pakalonnu  maanja veethiyille.......
kunju  thamare
pukhamanju meyum ormayumaay....
thedi aare nee...........

vilarum neelima pol..... iniyo nee thaniye............
irulin poykayile , nombaramaay maarunnu...

illaveyyil umma tharum....
pularikal innakale.........
paribhavamode varum.........
rajanikal innarikee........

ottakaakumbol , mttathethumbol , nenjam pidanju...
varanda chundilletho ....... murinja ganamenno
verunnathorthu konde ......thirinju nokiyenno
mullonnu kondu, kori, ninte, ullam neerunnu....

pakalonnu maanja veethiyille.......
kunju thamare........

sukhamoru theekanalaay
eriyukayan uyirill........
swaramoru vedanayaay......
kuthirukayan ithalill..........

ennitum nee laalikunenno vinnin mizhiye.....
pirinju poya naalil
karinju ninte moham
karanju theeruvaano
virinja ninte janmam
swapnangalannum innum onnupole thaane kollunnu

pakalonnu maanja veethiyille
kunju thamare
pukhamanju menyum ormayumaay
thediyaare nee.................

safalamee yaathra

Aardramee dhanumaasa raavukalilonnil
aathira varum pokumalle saghi
njaanee janalazhi pidichottu nilkkatte
neeyennaniyathu thanne nilkkoo
ee pazhankoodoru chumakkadi idari veezhaam

vranithamaam kandathil innu novithiri kuravund
valare naal koodi njan neriya nilaavinte
pinne ananthathayil aliyum irul neelimayil
enno pazhakiyorommakal maahiri
ninnu virakkumee ekaantha thaarakale
innottu kaanatte nee thottu nilkkoo

aathira varum neram orumich kaikalkorth
ethirelkkanam namukkikkuri
varum kollamaarannu enthennu maarkkariyaam 

enth nin mizhiyina thulumbunnuvo saghi
chandam nirakkukee shishtta dinangalil
mizhineer chavarpp pedathee 
madhupaathram adiyolam monthuka
nertha nilaavinte adiyil theliyumee irul nokku
irulinte nirakalile ormmakaledukuka
evide enthormmakelenno

nerukayiluruttenthi paaraavu nilkumee
theruvu vilakkukalppuram
vyadhithamaam bodhathinapuram
ormmakalonnu millenno onnumillenno

pala niram kaachiya valakalanijumazhichum
pala mugham kondu naam thammil ethirettum
enthum parasparam mohichum
pathittandukal neendoree 
ariyatha vazhikalil ethra kozhutha 
chavarpp kudich vattichu naam
ithiri shanthi than sharkkara nunayuvaan
ormmakalunandayirikanam 
okkeyum vazhiyora kazhchakalaayi
pirakilekodi maranjirikaam
paathiyilere kadannuvallo vazhi
paathiyilere kadannuvallo vazhi

etho puzhayude kalakalathil
etho malamudi pokuveyilil
etho nisheedhathin thekku paattil
etho vijanamaam vazhi vakkil nizhalukal
neengumoru thaanthamaam anthiyil
paduvakalaayi kizhakkere uyarnnu poyi
kadu neela vinnil alinjupom malakalil

pulayum kuruthola theliyunna panthangal
vilayunna melangal urayunna raavukalil 
engaanoroonjal paattukal uyarunnuvo saghi
engaanoroonjal paattukal uyarunnuvo
onumillenno onnumillenno

ormmakal thilangaathe madhurangal paadaathe 
paathirakal ilakaathe ariyaathe
ardrayaam aarda varumenno saghi
ardrayaam aarda varumenno saghi

ethaandorormma varunnuvo
orthaalum orkkaathirunnaalum
aathira ethum kadannupoye vazhi
naamee janaliloodethirelkkum
ipzhayaorommakal ozhunja thaalam
thalarnnottu virayaArnna kaikalilenthi
athilotta mizhner pathikkaathe manamidaraathe

kaalaminiyomurulum vishu varum
varsham varum thiruvonam varum
pinneyoro thalirinum poo varum kaai varum
appolaarennum enthennum aarkkariyaam
namukkipozhee aardraye shaantharaayi 
saumaraayi ethirelkkaam
varika saghi arikath chernnu nilkkoo
pazhayoru manthram smarikkaam
anyonyam onnuvadikalaayi nilkaaam
haa saphalamee yaathra
haa saphalamee yaathra...............

--
<$>

my heart will go on

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on 

I'm addicted

Have I told you how good it feels to be me, 

when I'm in you? 

I can only stay clean 

when you are around. 

Don't let me fall. 

If I close my eyes forever, 

would it ease the pain? 

Could I breathe again? 

Maybe I'm addicted, 

I'm out of control, 

but you're the drug 

that keeps me from dying. 

Maybe I'm a liar, 

but all I really know is 

you're the only reason I'm trying. 

I am wasted away, 

I made a million mistakes. 

Am I too late? 

There is a storm in my head; 

it rains on my bed 

when you are not here. 

I'm not afraid of dying, 

but I am afraid of losing you. 

When you're lying next to me 

love is going through to me. 

Oh it's beautiful. 

Everything is clear to me 

'till I hit reality 

and I lose it all... 

I lose it all... 

I lose it all. 

I lose it all... 

Nah nah nah 

nah nah nah.... 

Nah nah nah nah nah nah..... 

nah nah nah nah nah nah.... 

You're the only reason, 

Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying, 

Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, 

Don't want to lose it all, 

Don't want to lose it all, 

I'm trying, I'm trying.. 

I'm trying ... 

Yeah, you know I'm addicted, 

You know I'm addicted, 

Yeah, you know I'm addicted.... 

വീണുടഞ്ഞ സൂര്യകിരീദത്തിനു.....

തനിച്ചല്ല ..
കൂടെയുണ്ടിരുട്ടും വെളിച്ചവും 
തണുപ്പിന്‍ തലോടലും...
താന്തമം വേനലും..
തകര്‍ക്കുന്ന വര്‍ഷവും..
തനിച്ചല്ല...
കൂടെയുണ്ട് ഉഷസ്സും ഉന്മാദവും...
തളര്‍ത്തുന്ന യാത്രയും...
തമസ്സിന്‍റെ യാത്രയും...
കരിഞ്ഞ കണ്പീലിയും....
ഞെരിഞ്ഞ കാല്‍വേല്ല്ലയും ..
ചെരിച്ചു മോന്തീടുവാന്‍
നിറച്ച വിഷപാത്രവും...
തനിച്ചല്ല...
കൂടെയുണ്ട് ഇതള്‍ വെന്ത പൂക്കളും...
പുണ്യ പാപത്തിന്‍റെ
പുരുഷാര്‍ത്ഥ തീര്‍ഥവും..
വേരറ്റു പോയൊരു സ്നേഹബന്ധത്തിന്റെ...
വക്കും വഴുക്കലും..
ക്ലാവും കലാപവും...
തനിച്ചല്ല....
കൂടെയുണ്ടോടുക്കതെ  രാക്കിളി-
കിളിക്കൊടുമോര്‍മയില്‍
പനിക്കുന തൂവലും.. 
തൂവലില്‍ ചാരുന്ന ചോരയും...
ചോരതന്‍ നീറ്റവും  ..
നേരിന്‍റെ വാക്കുകള്‍
നീരിപ്പിടിപ്പിക്കുന്ന
തീയില്‍ തിനര്‍ക്കുന്ന കവിതയും കലഹവും....... 

 ....

പകല്‍കിനാവിന്‍ അറുതിയില്‍

ഒരിക്കലും  തിരിച്ചു  വരാത്ത ഏവരും  തിരിച്ചു  പോകാന്‍  ആഗ്രഹിക്കുന്ന  ആ  മധുരിക്കുന്ന  കുട്ടിക്കാലം... ഒരു പകല്‍കിനാവിന്‍ അറുതിയില്‍   കടന്നു വരുന്ന ആ ഓര്‍മകളിലേക്ക് ........

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i can be your hero baby...

(Let me be your hero)
Would you dance if I asked you to dance
Would you run and never look back 
Would you cry if you saw me crying 
Would you save my soul tonight
Would you tremble if I touched your lips 
Would you laugh oh please tell me this 
Now would you die for the one you love 
Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero baby 
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever 
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine
Would you lie would you run and hide
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind 
Well I don't care you're here tonight

I can be your hero baby 
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Ohhh I just wanna hold you, 
I just wanna hold you, oh yeah
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind 
Well I don't care you're here tonight

I can be your hero baby 
I can kiss away the pain
(Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah)
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I can be your hero
I can kiss away the pain
And I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero

--
<$>

back 2 home..

Good Morning....

The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems,
but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect. 
Happiness always looks small   
   when you hold it in your hands ...   
 But when you learn to share it , 
  you will realize   
how big and precious it is!!    
 
 
Have a Great Day!!! 

13 signs

Valentains day special...35 reasons why i love you...

I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive  You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going You are simply irresistible I love you because you bring the best out of me Your terrific sense of humor Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat You're the one who holds the key to my heart You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect). You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you. When I look into your eyes, I can see your heart. Your love for me is a natural anti-depressant. I love to hear your voice Your love has helped me to rediscover myself.  Your love is an effective anti-dote to despair.  I love to wake up with you by my side...It makes my days better You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what. I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me. I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid.       Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world. You mean the world to me I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care.